I am not always a runner. I am a person blessed with a decent metabolism and the occasional drive to ‘get in shape.’ When I decide to take myself for a run, it is just as often about getting away from the computer, getting outside for a little while, having time to quiet my mind, and getting some endorphins pumping, as it is about fighting the flab. My good intentions will turn into the glimmer of a habit from time to time, and you’ll find me running multiple days a week. Then I quit for a bit, and it’s always painful to start up again but ‘worth it’ and an ‘exercise in self-discipline’ and I start daydreaming about growing up a bit more, getting up early to take myself for a run and then tackle the day, fists pumping.
This morning in New York City it poured; this afternoon in New York City there was a parting of the clouds, a bit of sunlight shone through and suddenly we had this crisp, cool, freshly rained on city. The sidewalks were sparkling and the grass in Central Park was green in a way that couldn’t have been real. I decided it was as good a time as any to begin the pain of my unhabit-forming once more (it’s been a month, two, since my last run).
I always think that I’ll do my best if I simply give myself a goal, and try over and over again to near it or reach it or surpass it. Living beside the Reservoir, it’s easy to say that one lap around equals a job well done, and when I get to the point where I can go around twice, I’m twice as good. It’s a rookie mistake, and you can tell for two reasons. One is that I’m only running around the Reservoir one measly time, only 1.6 miles, and it’s not easy for me folks. Two is that the whole joy of running outside, as I discovered today (finally!) is that you’re not on a gosh darn treadmill, treading along wearily, counting your steps and praying you finish before too long. Instead, it’s an adventure, a trek, with characters along the way and sights to be seen.
My trek today took me through the streets, past the butcher shop and the laundromat – 25% off all dry cleaning this week! It took me past jovial moving men who wanted to know how far I can run (I was honest with him, not far), past trundling old ladies walking their trundling old dogs, and into that park which nearly knocked me over with its fresh scent and stillness.
I’d gone uptown today, into less familiar parts of the park, and wouldn’t you know it it was a magical wilderness of natural beauty. We’re just preparing for a house guest for the next few weeks, and I took a mental note to be sure to tell her to venture a bit up that way if she was so inspired. Soon after, I retracted that mental note, as I realized that I – a woman who has lived in New York for 15 years – was lost. When I finally found my way out of the park, I was 20 blocks uptown from where I’d started, on Central Park West, when I’d been sure I was walking downtown and approaching the East side of the park.

My return home took me past that old faithful, the Reservoir. Did you know, when it was built as a temporary water supply for NYC in 1860, it was intended to last us four days, when today they guess the now defunct reservoir would last a mere four hours?
Moral of the story: Maybe I shouldn’t write such revealing blog posts. Embarrassing! No New Yorker worth her salt should let that happen.
Until next time,
Aurora